Trigger happy
I feel like the triggers are flying these days and the only anchor I've got is my beautiful little baby. By triggers I mean all the women posting about their size 2 bodies and complaining, the articles about weight discrimination in the workplace, and the people who still think it is ok to openly make fun of people who are overweight. My thyroid test came back borderline, which gave me a temporary sense of relief...until I looked in the mirror. Medical reason or not, I still disgust myself, I still feel guilty everytime I eat, and I still want to puke (literally) everytime I hear a skinny girl complain about her body. What's worse is that I feel guilty for feeling like that, I know that is unfair, I was once that skinny girl complaining about my body and those feelings I had then are no different from the feelings I have now only I am actually fat now according to medical guidelines. When I recently made my trip to VA, I was assaulted the entire trip by th...