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I don't know

 We are all so naive to believe we will grow up to live out our dreams of happiness and prosperity. Maybe I never really wanted to be happy and it was all a lie they told us anyway. Somewhere along the way I stopped living, The very place I lost control. Now it's so far in the distance, I wonder if it was ever mine at all.

I'm alive

Finding this old blog is embarrassing yet enlightening at the same time. I no longer have two girls, I now have three. Thought for sure baby #3 was going to be a boy, but nope, I am destined to be a girl mom and I absolutely love it, except for the hair, I do not like having to do the hair. Luckily baby #3 is now 8 and baby #1 and #2 are 13 and 11, so there is a lot less hair for me to do these days. Update #2, I lost the weight, then gained it back. I know, shocking! So I seem to be destined to be a fat girl mom, emphasis on the fat, but I'm not sure I care all that much anymore. The big take away for me from reading my old blog posts is that I was without a doubt in the throws of postpartum depression when I started this blog. Lucky for you, I have normal depression now so, if I actually continue to write here, you can rest assured that there will be many more insane rambling posts. You're welcome!